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i got a problem with myself.
well,its about me,n  me with others..i mean,y i became like this?
like what??like far from others,friends,family..ok..i knew it,its bcos of me,,im too defending..defend from wht?hmm,,from being hurt i guess,,but xtualy,that is what exactly i feel right now..
oh?still dont get it,,hm...as for example...ija,intan,q n shyo..im getting far from them..yah..seriosly..ija bcos of what she did to me..n there must b a reason why she did that.of cos even a little,the reason must be from me,my ownself!right?intan..u could say almost everyday we got fight.n the latest,about my new friend...my fault i guess..hm~q..bcos i left him...we are not as happy as before,as cheerful as usual,,shyo,,im not no1 or no2 in her list anymore..well,,i dont mind,a bit sad but i know,,i could say the reasons y all this happening to me right now bcos of me,,bcos of my attitude,bcause what i've shown to them.well,magically,they're people who are freaky close to me,,
but they are the people who also i fought the most.
not denied,the one that always understand me(mybe bcos we have a strong chemistry n also share a same attitudes)..is NUR IZZATI BT AZHAR,we rarely have a fight,i guess she's the one who are able to understand me the most.but not everyone can freaky understand u...really thankful to Allah bcause at least i have 1 friend who could understand the way i am.but i didnt blame them for all these,,i blame myself bcos i make people hard to know my feeling,my way..n my attitude..im sorry

also sorry for the grammar..
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